Me: Busog na busog ako. Grabe. Eto talaga yung best feeling sa mundo. Hahahahaha.
Bestfriend: Oh? Yun ba? Akala ko yung maramdaman kong mahal ako ng bestfriend ko. :)

A guy is asking me something. Something I don’t know if I’m ready or not. Something I don’t know the meaning of. Something I couldn’t resist to look into. It’s something I’m afraid of taking the risks for. Especially for my bestfriend.

Why did my bestfriend fall in love with me? And why me?


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Sabi sa’kin, tomboy daw ako.

May barkada ako ngayon college. Sila ang Shella Gumamela. Ang ganda ng pangalan namin, no? Haha. By the way, mga lalaki ‘yang mga yan. Sila yung mga lalaking aakalain mo ay laro lang nasa isip, basketball o race, o Freestyle, minsan babae rin. (mehehe) Pero magugulat ka kasi sila rin yung mga lalaking nagiging pinakamataas na score sa klase, gusto ng mga profs (take note: UP po kami nag-aaral) at mga lalaking regular pa rin kahit 4th years na. Aba. Achievement kaya ang maging regular hanggang sa huli kapag sa UP. =))

Sila yung dahilan kung bakit hindi man lang ako nalungkot nung nagbreak kami. Siguro dahil nga kasi lalaki sila, konting drama. Pero hindi. Shella yan eh. Maddrama yan. Baka nalimutan ko yung sarili kong drama dahil yung drama nila ang pinoproblema ko. Haha!

Kapag kasama ko sila, hindi ko na iniisip itsura ko, damit ko. Eh bakit ko nga ba iisipin pa, tanggap naman nila ako sa kung sino ako. Lalaki pa nga turing nila sa’kin. Minsan nga, pinipilit ko na silang babae ako. Pero wala eh, ngayon lang daw yun, tomboy daw talaga ako. =))

Namimiss ko na yung Shella. :( Pati yung Men. Sana tulad pa rin tayo ng dati. Kaso malabo nang mangyari. :(


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When the time comes and I become a mom, I would tell my children stories about the Doctor. That would be their bedtime stories. Episode by episode. Starting from Rose and Ninth, until the very end. I would tell them the adventures of the Doctor and his companions. How awesome Gallifrey was. How hot Time Lords are. I would tell them about the Tardis—how it travels through time and space. How it’s bigger on the inside. I would build them a Tardis! That would be great. I would explain them that time is not a strict progression of cause and effect, but it is a big ball of wibbly-wobbly timey-wimey stuff. How scary statues are, and gas masks, and manikins. When I’m calling them, I’ll say, “Allons-y!” And when they got stars in school, I’ll say “Fantastic!” And when we’re excited and confused, we’ll say, “What? What?! WHAT?!” All those in British accent. I’ll tell them that aliens exists, and the Doctor is the one who brings balance to everyone. And one night, I’ll tell them how sad I am, how sad mommy is, because I miss Rose and she’s in the parallel universe. And even the Doctor can’t go there. I’ll tell them about Donna Noble. How funny she is, and how she was once the most important woman in the universe. When it’s halloween, we’ll dress up with gas masks, and roam the streets saying, “Are you my mummy?” We sure are gonna scare the hell out of our neighbors. When we see statues, we’ll panic, and shout, “Don’t blink! Or you’ll be dead!” And we’re not going to blink until we can. We’ll have our own adventures, pretending we’re Time Lords.
Oh that would be perfect. My children. Doctor Who. I’ll make their childhood as magical as mine. Oh Doctor, I can’t wait to tell your tales to my children. I promise, your name shall be forever remembered.
Allons-y!

When the time comes and I become a mom, I would tell my children stories about the Doctor. That would be their bedtime stories. Episode by episode. Starting from Rose and Ninth, until the very end. I would tell them the adventures of the Doctor and his companions. How awesome Gallifrey was. How hot Time Lords are. I would tell them about the Tardis—how it travels through time and space. How it’s bigger on the inside. I would build them a Tardis! That would be great. I would explain them that time is not a strict progression of cause and effect, but it is a big ball of wibbly-wobbly timey-wimey stuff. How scary statues are, and gas masks, and manikins. When I’m calling them, I’ll say, “Allons-y!” And when they got stars in school, I’ll say “Fantastic!” And when we’re excited and confused, we’ll say, “What? What?! WHAT?!” All those in British accent. I’ll tell them that aliens exists, and the Doctor is the one who brings balance to everyone. And one night, I’ll tell them how sad I am, how sad mommy is, because I miss Rose and she’s in the parallel universe. And even the Doctor can’t go there. I’ll tell them about Donna Noble. How funny she is, and how she was once the most important woman in the universe. When it’s halloween, we’ll dress up with gas masks, and roam the streets saying, “Are you my mummy?” We sure are gonna scare the hell out of our neighbors. When we see statues, we’ll panic, and shout, “Don’t blink! Or you’ll be dead!” And we’re not going to blink until we can. We’ll have our own adventures, pretending we’re Time Lords.

Oh that would be perfect. My children. Doctor Who. I’ll make their childhood as magical as mine. Oh Doctor, I can’t wait to tell your tales to my children. I promise, your name shall be forever remembered.

Allons-y!


Some things, you can never find out. And that’s okay.
— Doctor Who

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Oh, I bet no one remembered. ;)

Shyeah! 18th birthdaaaaaay! Ang sabi ko, sa pagkakatanda ko, eh hindi na matutuloy debut party ko due to the car and my braces. But my momma loves me so much she couldn’t resist! =))

So ayun. I’m legal! Pwedeng pwede na talagang magboyfriend. Char!

Alam nyo yung nasa loob ako ng isang bahay, all immaturities and stuffs, and after, boom! Bigla kong binuksan yung pinto and I stepped out of childish stuffs. I brought some, but left many a things.

Hehe. Nakakatuwa palang maging 18. Kahit na sinasabi nilang tumatanda na daw ako (which is actually a sad truth), iba pa rin yung feeling na 18 ka na and you’re saying things and doing things like a lady. Naks. Pero feeling ko I’m not yet a lady. Ang hirap din kasing iwanan yung mga bagay na nakasanayan mo, at mga bagay na minahal ka dahil dun. Hehe.

At sa loob ng 18 years na yun, maraming akong pinagdaanan. Marami akong natutunan. Marami akong nagawang mali. Pero sa mga yun, nagpapasalamat ako. Lalo sa mga taong nakapaloob doon. Kung hindi dahil sa inyo, hindi ako ‘to. Hindi ako yung taong blessed na blessed dahil ramdam na ramdam nya sa buhay nya ang mga blessings na ibinibigay sa kanya. Ang taong nagpost nito, ay isang taong naging malakas dahil sa pagsubok. Siya yung malungkot noon, at natutunang maging masaya ngayon. Ako yun. At opo, blessed ako sa lahat ng mga bagay na meron ako ngayon: blessings man yan o pagsubok.

And now I can proudly say, I’m eighteen and stronger. I’m better than I used to. And I’m a big girl now. ;)

Happy birthday sa’kin nung August 6! =))


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Okay, I’ll start with my relationship status.

Lol. I guess you have to know. Wala na kami. Just 2 months ago.

Ang dami ko napost dito about dun: tungkol sa’min, tungkol sa kanya, tungkol sa iba na konektado sa’min. Halos buong kwento namin napost ko na dito. And I think I have to post when it ended, too.

I’m not happy; I am not sad. I feel neutral and numb with all the feelings. After all, yun siguro ang natutunan ko sa naging relasyon ko. Ang maging numb at hindi dumb sa mga bagay. Ikumpara nalang natin sa bato na kahit ilang beses mo nalang itapon, wala nang mararamdaman. Yan tayo eh.

Nagsawa ako, aaminin ko. Nagsawa ako sa paulit-ulit na pagdudump sa’kin. Sa paglimot sa emosyon ko. Sa pagbababa ng pride. Sa pagwalang bahala sa mga ginagawa ko sa kanya. Minsan, may mga bagay tayong kailangan tapusin para maging masaya ka na. Minsan, akala natin, masaya tayo, pero nanghihinayang nalang pala. :)

Ang sabi ng iba, 3rd party raw ang dahilan ng paghihiwalay namin. Pero syempre, ayun ang sabi ng mga taong hindi nakakaintindi, hindi umiintindi, o hindi marunong umintindi. Yun ang intindi ng mga taong hindi tinatanong ang side ko, at side lang ni Inton ang napakinggan. Syempre, galit sya. What to expect?

Yup. Galit sya. Kasi iniwan ko sya. Pero inisip nya ba yung dahilan kung bakit ko yun ginawa?

But okay, I’ll take the blame. There will always be someone who shall take it and perish. I’m used to it. I’m used to sacrificing myself for other people.

And that is all. I’m single.


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I’m  deleting some posts and making new ones. Hehehehe. Meanwhile, my blog’s under construction. But hey! I’m back!

I just hope you guys still know me. :3


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A pre-debut, once more. ⚓

A pre-debut, once more. ⚓


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Minsan nakakainis rin yung mga lalaking ayaw maniwala na “nilalandi” na sila ng babae. Para sa kanila kasi friendly lang.

Nakakainis. Hello? Babae po ako. Alam ko kung paano manlandi. HAHA. Alam ko kung kailan nanlalandi ang mga babae. Juzko. Been there, done that. Hahahahahaha. De letse. Bahala kayo kung ayaw nyo maniwala. Pakabulag kayo. Bye.


NOW THIS IS COOL /hands down


No more grand debut na talaga. Huhuhuhu.

So the past few months, pinapamili ako ni mama kung debut ko daw ba or bibili nalang kami ng sasakyan namin. Yung sasakyan na yun, sa’min ni mama. Hindi sa’kin lang. Haha. Last month, pinili ko na yung sasakyan. Maging praktikal ba. Hehehezz.

Pero pumapag-asa pa rin ako. Haha! Baka sakaling makapagdebut pa akis.Hehe~ Malay mo naman, maawa sa unica hija nya. Hahahahaha! Pinlano ko na kasi yun elementary palang ako. Ang kaso wala na talaga.

Nagpadentist ako kanina. Nagpaclean, kaso sinuggest na rin kung pwede ba akong ipa-braces kasi nga hindi maganda front teeth ko. Tapos ayun nga, papabraces na ako sabi ni mama. 40k din magagastos so regalo na raw nya yun sa birthday ko. Napakasakit, Kuya Eddie.

Bye grand debut. Hanggang pangarap ka nalang. </3


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